I’ve come to terms with the situation I’m in. I’m still sad that I have to move, but on the bright side I’ll be able to spend more time with my little sister and who knows, maybe this change will lead to more positive ones? My mom is more driven about my future than me and she’d be a lot of help to me. My grandma still won’t be far from me, I have the time to visit her every once in awhile. I already planned on getting new tires for my bike and biking to her at least once a week. My cat’s going with my dad or uncle, so there’s really no seeing him too much for awhile. I was thinking of getting fish or something to fill the void for awhile… I know it’s not the same as a cat, but yeah, I was gonna get a fish and name him mustache lol. I hate my neighbors, so there goes another plus. No more waking up in the middle of the night hearing yelling. 

Anywho, I figured I was so fucking emotional like that, more than usually because I was PMSing -___-. I got my emotions back in check, though. For now, I think I’ll be good with all of this. At least I’ll still have my own room, sort of, but it’ll be smaller, but I’ll have tv and better internet access. See! Even though there are negative aspects at least I can think of something positive now that my thinking isn’t all cloudy and shit. 

I have to finish packing now, moving tomorrow. In the words of Spongebob, I’m readyyyy.