February 2012
23 posts
When I turn 21, definitely no more drugs, at least not often, like now… And no pills for sure. I’ll just drink alcohol lol.
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Oh, man, what a weekend.
Yeah, I think I give up with relationships and trying again because nothing goes anywhere no matter how hard I try and want it to work out. I keep going back and forth on this whole thing, and right now I just want to give up. I should just start accepting the fact that I’m going to die alone, well, maybe not alone, I’ll have my cats at least. They’ll love me and never leave...
I give up.
Hi, there.
Nothing’s new, everything feels repetitive, like I’ve been living here longer than a couple weeks. Life goes on, you know? Well, my life feels like it’s at a standstill, with everything. My emotions, everything going on, work, it’s all the same and nothing seems to be moving forward no matter how much I push. I feel like giving up and waiting for something to happen....
I’m such a sucker for them bad boys.
Seriously, though. I miss you.
All my things are at my mom's house now.
Still have hella shit to do, though. Need to do a lot of cleaning in this house. It’s a damn mess! I’m hoping by this weekend, everything will be all nice and tidy… at least in my room.
Ugh, I’m so ugly and gross.
Now, my life is sweet like cinnamon. Like a...
I’ve come to terms with the situation I’m in. I’m still sad that I have to move, but on the bright side I’ll be able to spend more time with my little sister and who knows, maybe this change will lead to more positive ones? My mom is more driven about my future than me and she’d be a lot of help to me. My grandma still won’t be far from me, I have the time to...
Julian Casablancas and the Strokes appreciation post.
I somehow keep giving my all to people who don’t do the same for me.
Uly and Anjel are my soul mates.
billyhilton:
They are my family. They both own my heart. I don’t know what I would have done without them these past two days <3.
I don’t know what I’d do without you this past week! I probably wouldn’t have even smiled at all if it wasn’t for you <3
It's almost been 15 years since I first moved into...
After all these years, the time for living here has reached it’s end. It’s not by choice either. We’ve been evicted because we can no longer afford to live here. Things have gotten that bad with my family. We’re financially and emotionally unstable. We’ve always been this way and I guess, after all these years, we’ve finally hit a breaking point. Things are...
I normally don’t get annoyed of people, but this bitch…
I bought a star projector night light, finally.
My christmas lights broke, and this is definitely an upgrade.
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I thought I looked pretty today and I guess confidence really helps because this lady at Target called me gorgeous and someone tried to holler at me… from the passenger side, but I don’t want no scrub.
Guess what?
I miss you. I miss you. I miss you. I miss you. I miss you. I miss you. I miss you.
I miss you. I miss you. I miss you. I miss you. I miss you. I miss you. I miss you.
I miss you. I miss you. I miss you. I miss you. I miss you. I miss you. I miss you.
I miss you. I miss you. I miss you. I miss you. I miss you. I miss you. I miss you.
Current musical obsession is definitely Lana Del Rey. Love that lady.
Rule #32 Appreciate the Little Things
I’m really trying to keep up that positive outlook on life that I normally have, I really am. I guess things could get worse, but everything feels like it’s at it’s worst. Yesterday, my heart sank getting a text from one of my best friends. All this bad news I keep getting is really taking a toll on my emotions. There’s very few things keeping me afloat and happy these past...